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I think I am going to just make my journal friends only, because some people just don't know when to stop reading along and move on with their own weird, twisted, little lives.

I would like you to know though, that I have never done this for anyone else, and you should feel special. Maybe it will finally give you the self-confidence you really need. Thank you, and good night.

P.S.
If anyone wants to make me a cool thingy that says friends only, that would be cool. I don't know how to do that stuff, but I sure like pretty things. ^_^ Lolol.

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5 songs youve been listening to a lot lately (in no particular order):

1. Ying Yang Twinz(feat. PitBull) - Shake It Up
2. Apoptygma Berzerk - Suffer In Silence
3. 50 Cent(feat. Mobb Deep) - Outta Control
4. <3 NUMA NUMA EI <3
5. OMG, it's been the radio mostly. Honest to god.

TAG ANYONE I DON'T CARE! Lol

Uumm. Well.
I dunno.

Homework is crazy. I don't like it much. Such is life, eh?

And I had a really bad driving day today. I noticed a yellow light too late and stopped in the middle of the road, therefor having to back up OUT of the middle of the road, because I was too scared to just go ahead through the intersection. THEN! As I was dropping someone off at the complete other side of a developement that I am used to, I got lost on my way home and did not realize it until I was in the ghetto! I was like, hmm, doesn't look like home...?

And tomorrow I go back to work with the Lyons. How joyous. I miss them. And I miss making money. $_$

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OMG SO LIKE, I have finally reached the apex of my good times with STEFFAG0T and THE TALIA MONSTER. The only thing that would make me happier is if they had vampire crack head babies together. But, that won't happen, le sigh.

And um. Yeah. I just thought I'd get it all out and then...now I'm done! ^_^

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Good god! I'm totally missing an amazing concert right now. Pepsi Smash Tour. I had told myself I was gonna go and didn't know when it was and I heard about an hour ago that it was about to start. I have no tickets! And no one to go with! And so I can't go... CRIES!! OH COMMON, JOHN LEGEND, KANYE!! I LOVE YOU ANYWAY!

So, to keep my mind off of the amazing time I am missing out on, I'll tell you about last night.

So, my friend Emilie invited me to a little party she was having last night because her mom is out of town for the weekend. I showed up around 7:30, and there were like, 7 kids there allready and most of them were high. And then they decided to smoke some more, but I didn't because I planned on going home not too long from then. Then JUDAH showed up and I was like, "Hi hello." And we ended up talking to eachother like, as long as he was there. And we got along fine. And he looked at my car for forever. Then he left because he had to be home or whatever, god only knows. And then the other kids there were like, "Let's get some alcohol", and so I called Steve for them and he gave me like, a third of a bottle of vodka. And they were all, drinking the vodka and shit, and getting silly. So I put on some rap muzack and ghetto danced. Then some other kids showed up and one of them was over 21 or whatever and he brought all this beer and so they were drinking that. Then my friends Lauren and David showed so we were chillin, pretty much the only ones sober at this point. Then like, a huge group of kids showed up and they were all on bars and had more weed on them and they proceeded to get stoned and drunk. They knocked some shit over and Emilie was freaking out and paranoid about her mom finding out, but thankfully nothing broke. My friend Ashley, who had passed out like, ten minutes after getting smoked out, woke-up around then and she was like, "WOAH! Where did these people come from?" Then Lauren, David, and I took her home because she needed to be back by 12. Amanda was there with some kids when we got back and they were all getting stoned and drunk and shit. I was STILL ghetto dancing, and I made money doing it, oh yeah, lol. Then this girl who was totally wasted tried to go to sleep on the bathroom floor and she was all throwing up and shit. So we picked her up and put her on the couch and gave her a trashcan to puke in. I was rubbing her back and stuff and at one point she goes, "Who'se taking care of me?" and I was like, "Kat", and she goes, "Thank you soo much Kat." Lol, I bet she won't even remember. Poor girl. Then suddenly these 'gangsta' kids come walking in all out of nowhere, and I was like, "Who doesn't lock the front door?". They were all, "Where's Emilie?" Like I know! Lol. Some kid lost his bars under the couch, and his pope coin, but I know he got THAT back. The bars might still be there, who knows. The drunk girl's ride left with the bar kids and she was all, "I hope I don't die in a car crash, hahaha". Then Lauren and I took David home to the ghetto, lol. He lives across the street from crackheads. Then we came back to get my car (and now people at the party are on coke) and I had to bring Amanda and her friends home because they were totally gone, well, at least the one. He was like, "Omg, you're the best Kat, I love you. Thank you sooo much, you're so striaght." They all stayed at his house or whatever. Then I went to Lauren's place where she dropped off her car, so that I could drop her off at her grandparents, where she is staying at the moment. Then (at 3am) I went home, and I fucking went to sleep. DIAMN NIGGA!

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I just finished the shortest math assignment I've ever had for homework...ever. Well, since elementary school I guess. I mean, it was 30-some odd problems, but it went so fast. I couldn't do the last few though, because I left the class before they were done taking notes because I was ill. It was funny, too. The teacher called up to tell them I was coming to student affairs, but they sent two guys down in a golf cart and they drove me to the office from my portable, lol! They were like, "Are you okay? Does your heart hurt?" I was like, "uh, I just feel sick." Actually, I threw up, but I didn't want to tell anyone because they would send me home. Anyway, I got to the office and I called my mom and she came to get me and I was like, "I feel better I kinda wanna stay" And she was like, "Of course! You hafta stay for your CTV interview!" And I was like, "Okay!" And I stayed at school. And CTV interviewed me about the band, and I will be on for about two seconds, looking fat and stupid. Grr. Anyway.

Michael switched into my AP Env. Science class, which makes me happy. I hope he gets Photo 3 because he really wants it, but I'm not gonna lie about being glad he is in my class. It will be bearable now. ^_^ And hopefully they get me out of drama and into Humanitites, although I secretly deep down want Photo 2 more right now I think. It seems like a really fun class. They might put me in that one anyway. I think they may have dropped Humanitites this year, or it is full, being the reason why I didn't get it in the first place.

Omg I need to stop rambling. Off to study.

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I know that my second day of school just ended, but I'll post about my first day back because I couldn't get to the interweb before now. Anyway, my schedule isn't too bad. I had Trigonometry first period, which is kinda lame. Math, first thing in the morning! At least I got a free calculator for the year. The teacher is really nice, Mrs. Harding, we haven't started doing anything mathtastic yet though. Probably tomorrow.

Second period I have creative photo 1. The teacher, Mrs. Sharpe, is an old ex-hippie who is a little bit crazy and super optimistic-feeling concious. Everyhting is peace, goodwill, and understanding with her. We're gonna start doing photograms and shit in the dark room soon I guess. Fun stuff. And we had to make symbols that represented aspects of ourselves as introductions to the class. One of mine was a black cross, a heart, and a mic that said BLING. It symbolized that I am the goth that raps. And now everyone in that class will love me, because that makes me neat, lol.

I have A lunch right after that, which is more like brunch considering it is at 10:45 or whatever. I have Kevin in my lunch and Jamie, who is in my photo class, too. That's basically it though. Well, and a bunch of band kids. Halle doesn't hate me either, which was good to know.

Then I have band and we haven't played yet. I'm not complaining or anything... I forgot my instrument anyway, lol! Mr. Wright is still calling me the melohoe. I think it's just my name now. Oh well, lol.

Finally I have AP Envrinmental Science, and Jim Morrison is in my class. We have to sit in "alphabetic order" though, so he is on the complete other side of the room. Helen Chen sits in front of me. That means I've got AZN power two steps away. I'm gonna try not to take advantage of it though.

And then I get to got o the parking lot and drive myself and Kevin and his little sister and her friend home. The End.

Now I have band practice, lame.

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I'm almost afraid to leave the computer on. The lightning just set off a car alarm. GOODNESS!! Anyway, band camo is officially over! Woohoo! I'll never have to play band camp again! Thank goodness for senior year... It was fun though. Being in Kevin's section is a nice change of pace. Not that the clarinets aren't fun or anything but, y'know how it goes. We all got dressed up Friday, and I took pictures, but I have not uploaded them yet. I'll do that tomorrow maybe.

And speaking of pictures, go look at the ones that Michael took of me awhile ago that he just now got around to putting up. michaeltr0n He also made me my new icons. ^_^ I love them, thank you! He does such a good job.

I was gonna go to Warped Tour today. I didn't though because it was sold out. Oh well. I've seen offsrping before, and now it's raining like crazy so, no biggie. I hope everyone else had fun though! I went to the store and bought some jeans, a skirt, and a steeringwheel cover for my car (which I'll show you pictures of soon also), and they had SPINNERS!! Made out of plastic and about $40. So, tomorrow I shall go back and get some, and then wash my car and take pictures, and get spray paint and make my shirt for the first day of school on Monday, and then Sew more patches onto my new backpack, and watch more Rescue Me Season One on DVD. <3 Dennis Leary.

PEACE!

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SO! I've been at band camp all week, and I'm like, dying. But, I keep thinking to myself, I'm only going to get stronger and into better shape. The BEST part is, I'm not getting a tan in the slightest! I've been wearing long sleeved shirts made out of lightweight fabrics, and long pants or stockings when applicable! Omg, so awesome, I also have a huge floppy Bo Beep hat which is keeping the sun from my face and chest, but I still apply sunblock. I'm so happy. It's the first time I might make it out alive!

Yesterday was the Senior/Officer auction, and Mikey's parents bought me for $45!! I wasn't too cheap afterall. ^_- I got off pretty good, too, considering I only have to wear the sundress I wore in the pics Michael took instead of a BIKINI like Kevin wanted to make me do. He only had $4.00 though, so HAHA @ HIM. I'll take pictures of myself in the sundress, and Kevind dressed up as a girl, and we bought the band camptain, and we're gonna goth her out. Awesome opossum!

Um...gong show is tomorrow night.

Band camp is taking over my brain.

AND I GOT MY PARKING DECAL FOR NEXT YEAR. UH BITCHES!!! ^_^

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So, I landed in Pa. last night. My Grandma (Gammie), Aunt Jeanette and Cousins Shane(8) and Keon(6) came to meet me at the airport. I, like a genius, forgot my cellphone charger at home, so if anyone wants to contact me, they can't, lol! I'm gonna give my dad my Aunt and Gammie's cell phone numbers, in case he gets paranoid without me. ANYWAY, NOT LIKE YOU CARE!!

My cousins are great fun. We played Mario Bros. 3 like, only for the past couple of hours! I was kickin ass, I think they were mezmerized. Now they're watching SpongeBob. Perfection never lasts. -Le Sigh-

God, it's like, all of a sudden I forgot what I was gonna say. The sound of SpongeBob is eating away at my thoughts. Blah. I better get going before it gets even worse...

And I need to make sure I work out up here. Band camp starts mighty soon.

TTYL LOLKTHXBYE.

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Try to recommend me something you know I don't know about.

(A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.
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3.

(C) Then if you want, go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you.


I'll update once I land in Pennsylvania, as long as the children don't attack me too much. ^_^

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So, yesterday I went to the mall with Kevin and Steven and I showed mah car off yo. That was fun, I spent WAY too much money on food, a long sleeved t-shirt from the Gap that I quickly intend on fuckin with, a book for Kevin, and the new NIN cd from Best Buy. I think y'all need to lay off the NIN comments, because I think the new cd is pretty catchy. Sure, it isn't like the Fragile or anything, but change can be good, and in this case, it is. And besides, "THERE IS NO FUCKING YOU THERE IS ONLY ME" <--- very Trent. Stfu, bitches.

After that I hung out with Steve. The End.

Today I went to work. I did mind numbing alphabetizing, and then I dropped off pictures to be developed for my boss fromm her trip to the Keys last week. Whatever brings in the Benjamins!! Afterwards, Michael and I went on a thrifting adventure and I spent more money on shoes, three CDs, a tape, and THE AMAZING INDUSTRIAL KEYBOARD OF DEATH!!!!!! It's a child's keyboard, but all it knows how to make is industrial music. $5.99 is not too much to ask for a musical revolution, and so I quickly perchased that and made myself a rivetgenius. We kept running into people from school at the thrift store. It was amazing. And we saw a car accident happen right in front of us! Thank goodness it did not happen to my NEW CAR! ^_^

I'll take pictures of all my cool shit tomorrow, and then I'll shove it in your face that I make top 40 goth/industrial music and you don't. Pshh, I don't even gotsta try nigga. PEACE.

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So, today, bright and early at 10am my father and I headed out to by me a car! I got a lovely sunburn along the way, and came near to dehydrating death, but through it all I came out with a great deal on a lovely deep blue/purple Mercury Sable, and I am so happy!! It was working A/C and radio/casette player. Tomorrow we are going to get it insured and we're going to get a CD changer, which makes me infinitely happy. And then I'l probably play some APB as loud as I can while I go pick up Kevin and take myself to the mall to get clothing, because clothing makes for an even happier girl! ^_^

I'll post pictures of it a.s.a.p., but my mom has my camera with her in Ft. Myers this weeked. Also! Everyone wish my Mommy a very happy birthday today!! She's turning the big 4-0 and she's just as great as always. ^_- Even if she is a silly drinker!

<333333333 <--- Today. ^_^

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I've got a riddle for you all:
What's stupid, annoying, retarded, psychotic, and reads my livejournal because they are a self-absorbed little pig!?!?!
THE TALIA MONSTER, AAHHH!!!

Dear Miss Juliette,

Why are you reading my livejournal? I do not think it true that I have mentioned you in my posts as of late, and so, find it hard to imagine what it is that keeps you so interested. Is it because you are retarded? Perhaps. But, I am not your brain, thank goodness, and so can't correctly answer that for myself. Perhaps you are insecure, and need to hear someone talk about you all the time, regardless of whether they speak kindly of you or not, just to make yourself feel useful. And perhaps that is the reason you are in the line of work that you are. Do you think you're ugly? Do you like to hear people tellign you you look hot naked and that they spend their time jacking off to you when they're mothers aren't looking? Well, I know I do!! So feel good about yourself, and stop reading this.

No, better yet, do keep reading, and I'll be sure to mention you in every entry I make! You could be like, my lj's little schtick! Oh how lovely! We'll be a team! I would so love for you to comment and bless me with proof of your presence. Id treasure your response for always.

Your most humble admirer,
KATTHEGR8TER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE IN YOUR FUCKING LIFETIME MISS I LISTEN TO CRADLE OF FILTH THE WORST BAND ON THE PLANET!

P.S.
I hope you do realize I'm only doing this to piss you off. I will continue to do so until I hear you've left me alone, because, quite frankly, I don't care that you read this, but knowing I have the power to make you red with anger just makes me tingle deep down in my innermost happy places. I hope you catch on fire! ^_-

In other more interesting news I might get a car this weekend! I mean, I should, otherwise I don't know when I will blahblahblah.

(Again, I apologize for offending anyone with this post...except for Talia, I hope she chokes on her own vomit and dies once she reads this.)

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So, today I stayed home from work because my mom couldn't get me up in the morning, lol. I love sleeping in! Then I got to lounge around, until I remember I was supposed to make appointments for college campus tours at Pitt and Penn, while I'm up there for vacation next week sometime. While I was doing that, John IMed me and told me it was his birthday! He's all grown up at 16 now! Lol. Anyway, it's Wednesday so I was headed over to Steve's house anyway which is right down the street from him, and invited him to hang with us, because Steve would never mind. They go way back. ^_- Lol. So, after I ate lunch and called all the schools I needed to, I headed on over there and watched Rescue Me with Steve until John finally retunred my call and headed over as well. I found this ridiculous porn that Steve's friend Jorge bought him as a joke, it was like, "BREAKFAST: More Girls Who Love Eating Cum", so of course we had to watch it! It was like, so gross. I almost threw up at first. It was the most horribly made porn I'd ever seen, and the girls were fat and ugly, lol. They had all these disgusting crotch shots, omg, yucky! But it was so funny watching these girls try to smile while they ate cum covered pizza and catalope and shit, EEWW! Anyway...

In the middle of that John's older sister Nedge/Kitty/Sarah (Steve's ex from highschool ^_-) called and was like, "Hey, I'll come over, but I can't watch porn with my little brother, creepy!". We made her anyway. The black guy scene was the best. "We're gonna pump, YOU UP! See, she is on the tredmill, it works your lower feet. But you do it all wrong, you have clothes on!!" LMFAO! Then we went out for Dairy Queen and I bought John his ice-cream, my lame, makeshift gift, haha. Then we sat outside and ate it. These stupid people kept parking in the fire truck lane and some lady left her car running while she went inside, then came back to get her purse, and still left it running! I gave her he thumbs up on her way out. Then we went back to John's for a bit and watched some music videos on his amazing comuter of death, and made goth/industrial music with his little music maker thingy. After that we went to the mall and I bought this lovely coat and Kitty got it, too. We played mirror with eachother while we tried them on. John got some pants from his sister, and Steve bought new boots, because his old ones broke (that he promptly gave to John to make use of in his hobo-chic industrial kinda way). Steve bought me skittles and soda, it was yummy. Then we just went back home and I chilled with Steve a bit more before being dropped off. We picked up his friend Mike on the way and they sang the most lovely (and by lovely I mean horrific sounding) version of Depeche Mode - Condemnation I've ever heard. Speaking of, I should check to see if the show date has been announced yet.

And now, here I am sitting at the computer at my dad's house, telling you all about my wonderful day. And how are you? Lol. ^_-

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I JUST GOT FLOOR SEATS TO NINE INCH NAILS BITHCES. OH OH, I WIN!

Lol, even though you don't care.